Today is the 18th February 2009 . Had my cost accounting exam yesterday, totally screwed it up . Worse then i ever could expected . Even though i studied, i missed studying one chapter because it's just a few sheets of lecture notes and it has only been out for exam like once in the past, so chance of it out is not as large . Thought i'd be okay . It's not, it's not, it's not !

A question on that missed chapter came out, carries 18marks, i left it total blank . First question on Process Costing, that chapter is so difficult that i gave it up . Carries . . . 36marks . The rest was still okay, but i doubt i would get full marks for the rest . All in all, i think i would get 20+ marks or worse 5+ marks upon 100 marks for the paper that stands 50% of my overall module weightage . 

Looks like i'm gonna forward my costing II . Retaining another 6 months . . . 

But wait, maybe i wouldn't, because if i fail 2 semesters subsequently, i must just get kicked outta school . 

Whatever it is, imma gonna study the rest soon . 

And . . . i really really wish i could go . Zzz . I'm gonna hate exams even more for this . 

Oh . . . if only i could go . . . =( . But i know, i'm forbidden because dear dear will not allow me to go even if i beg him . So i'm stuck at home again, wouldn't be able to go anywhere other than 10 steps out my main door . Zzz . 

Tsk . . . sigh . 

I feel like fighting for my rights once again to go back to once i was so happy clubbing and meeting friends for cars, do all the things i want and hide from police is the only thing i have to think of . But the fighting spirit perished everytime i see that you're so sick of your job and getting angry every now and then . So many times i feel like shouting and just walking away . So many times i feel like going to the club with my friends, so many times i feel like doing the things i feel like doing so long without you knowing so you wouldn't get fed up . And trust me, there are many more times that i feel like going out alone . 

I missed the times . 

It's like how she sings it . 

Are you a man who loves and cherishes and cares for me?

Is that you? Is that you? Is that you?

Are you a guard in prison maximum security?

Is that you? is that you? Is that you?

do we stay home all the time because you want me to yourself?

Is that you? Is that you? Is that you?

Or am I stay locked away out of fear I'll find someone else?

Is that you Is that you Is that you?

Well I don't like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might
Find somebody worthy

Oh I don't like
Living under spotlight
Maybe if you treat me right
You wont have to worry

Is this a relationship
Fulfilling your needs as well as mine?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you?
Or is this just my sentence
Am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you?
Is this love real real love
Then I'm staying no doubt
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you?
But if I'm just love's prisoner
Then I'm bustin out

Boy you ought to be ashamed of yourself
What the hell do you think your doing
Loving me, loving me so wrong
Baby all I do is try
To show you that your mine
One and only guy
No matter who may come along
Open your eyes cause baby I don't like
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh (hey cause I don't like!)

Well I don't like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might
Find somebody worthy (no, I don't like yeah)
And I don't
Living under your spotlight (living under your spotlight)
Maybe if you treat me right (treat me right yeah!)
You wont to worry

(I don't like)

Going now . . . . bye . .